Time for change

I think having change, good change, can do wonders in boosting self will and protect against depression. I get depressed sometimes and music and a change of environment usually do the trick. But it's hard when it seems like you are stuck. I hope that good change will come to me and my family in the coming years. Thank God for everything and in everything.

Mental Strategy

Breaking bad habits is like performing a mental trick on yourself! I pray earnestly about my problem but it keeps re-emerging at times. I have to fight it almost every single day and it is like I am warring against my very soul, fighting for freedom on a mental battlefield of sorts. The enemy knows my every weakness and my every strength. I wonder if I will ever be victorious? It's like if I come up with a strategy the enemy is right there hearing my every plan and it almost makes no sense to even try. By God's grace I will never give up!

Turn the other cheek...

The Bible tells us clearly and without any doubt that we should turn the other cheek! Is it just figuratively or both figuratively and literally? Personally I think both, to practice it is another story. The problem or what makes it hard is not turning the other cheek because you deserve to be "slapped" but to turn the other cheek when you are unfairly and unjustly victimized and you are so bubbling over with anger because you know that you are innocent and you did not deserve this. Yea, I felt that way many times and i'm tempted to retaliate because it's my right and I might come off as being weak. Easier said that done but it will make us stronger not weaker!

Highs and Lows (in-betweens)

I am back again blogging, I went on a sabbatical of sorts to find myself and trying to make my first million, yes I know!! I learnt a lot through my endeavors and I have much to share, and no I did not make my first million as yet. Life is full of "in-betweens" the highs are high and the lows are very low. Thanking God though for the experience or the ride and I will see where it takes me tomorrow :)